Trying my best to be betterI was getting worried recently a lot. Maybe there is a reason for that, but the medical check ups so far were okay.Mar 15, 2024Mar 15, 2024
Fact 3This journey has come to an end. I am glad that it did. Glad to feel free of chains that kept me pinned face forward to the floor. I have…Oct 5, 2022Oct 5, 2022
Turn the pageApril 21. Still in the plane. I have watched around 10 episodes of Big Bang Theory. They always can cheer me up.Oct 12, 2021Oct 12, 2021
Story of an evening.Inhale, hold, exhale. Your half-alive heart beats faster. Your friend is near you. Kind enough to share. Filling the empty half of your…Jun 12, 2021Jun 12, 2021
Your only way.March 22. Fuck. Yes, exactly that word. I think I am decaying from inside right now. Crumbling slowly into particles. We kissed yesterday…Apr 16, 2021Apr 16, 2021
Remnant from the past.Today is April 5th. Well, now it is. I will post this tomorrow. Maybe I have texted you too much today. And I called you too. But you…Apr 5, 2021Apr 5, 2021
The new end.You know, something bothers a bit more than usual when I am here, with me. Today is September 15. I have never been in my home for so long…Feb 24, 2021Feb 24, 2021
Полёт.Я не люблю думать о будущем. Да и вряд ли кто-то любит смотреть в бесконечную тьму... Я завидовал своим друзьям. У них были цели, хоть…Sep 21, 2020Sep 21, 2020
… and it is the time you have “wasted” for her that makes your rose so important.Present. A small text from present me before you read. Hi. I am not sure, but this will probably be the last thing that would appear here…Aug 17, 2020Aug 17, 2020
The familiar (or the one about everything).I like looking at the screen and feeling something, deep inside. One of my favorite movies, Nostalgia, had that exact feeling in me, of a…Jul 11, 2020Jul 11, 2020
You are responsible, forever, for what you have tamed. You are responsible for your rose…(Today). Hi. Before beginning, whatever you see here are my thoughts, you know that already, even the parts that I am not proud of. I have…Jun 14, 2020Jun 14, 2020
The day I have known you.I remember that day, 6th of April, exactly one year ago, and the days connected to that day extremely clearly and in so many details. The…Apr 6, 2020Apr 6, 2020
The white screen.i am staring at a white screen. i don’t know what to write. actually, sometimes i start like this, it helps to overcome the barrier. it’s…Mar 22, 2020Mar 22, 2020
Facts 2I lived a year, or maybe a bit more during the last days. I haven’t shaved since I flew back from home, but every time I see myself in the…Jan 28, 2020Jan 28, 2020
Fact 1Now that I know I am not talking to myself (only), it might create some challenges. But, it will also be more fun (or not. Well, sometimes…Jan 21, 2020Jan 21, 2020
ОтветСидя уже который час До дна исчерпнув резервы счастья Бесконечно думая о нас Я все пытаюсь разобратьсяDec 24, 2019Dec 24, 2019
The PortalA portal opens up, out of nowhere, to the alternate dimension, where all of us were humane, respectful, caring, honest, selfless…Dec 13, 2019Dec 13, 2019